Another Me
I've realized lately how often I say the word "I". Check it out. Three times in a sentence that has only 10 words. For quite a while I've been more aware of my self-absorbedness and wanted to do something about it but really lacked the knowledge of what to do. Or maybe I just got lazy when it came to implementing action for change. Bottom line, I'm on a quest to become less focused on me, on my desires, my dreams, my thoughts, my feelings, my situation.....whatever the case may be. I have been incredibly blessed in this life and it is time to start giving God the praise He deserves. So often I look to him for help in guidance and in doing so, I look straight past who he is and focus solely on my problem and what benefit I can gain from Him. And honestly, that's crap. We're called to seek FIRST His kingdom....not His guidance, His help, His favor, etc. To simply seek HIM is all we're called to do.
SO.... that being said, I'm on a quest to give Him the proper praise He is due. Yes...the Lord desires us to come to Him with our requests and desires, but first and foremost, we must KNOW Him. Imagine a friend always coming to you saying, "I want this. I think you should do this differently. Would you please do this for me? I want you to make sure this never happens again. This is your fault. Would you please fix this?" And perhaps I made that quote too cordial for the way we approach God. To truly HAVE a friend is to truly BE a friend. And I'm not saying that God's love is conditional because it most certainly is not. What I am saying is that I have been entirely too selfish and self-centered in my relationship with the Lord that I have completely forsaken my first love. And that is something I intend to change by simply giving Him praise. Finding out new ways to love and bless Him. And for the times I simply feel like complaining for whatever reason, I will just turn to Psalm 100, specifically verse 5. That alone is reason to Praise God.
So all that just to say what I want. I want to hear cool things God has done / is doing in your life. A way we can be reminded of God's LOVE and FAITHFULNESS is to hear of His works in the lives of others. My challenge to you is to come up with 5 simple reasons why the Lord is worthy of your praise. And then I want to hear it. Either leave a comment or e-mail me. The Lord is good; let us give Him the praise He deserves.
"For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen." Ephesians 3:14-21
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Revelations 21:5 "Behold I make all things new." One of the biggest things that is blowing my doors is tha absolute faithfulness of God towards me in terms of revealing his true Kingdom...he has done this in books, sermons, worship, people, experiences, sights, art, whatever...all new things in my life that are retracing to old ones are knocking the doors off everything I know.
Another thing I am so amazed by is seeing the faithfulness of churches and realizing the community of the new testament is present today. mainly, Jacob's Well - the things they're doing there are so amazing to me and I am really eager to find a body here where we can embody what it means to be faithful here....just like they're doing there - not in terms of specifics, but in being faithful to what God wants
A frickin' job and place to live - dang, absolutely amazing. These people are so awesome and introducing me to everyone under the sea...like sebastion and flounder, and ariel - and the kind!!
Realizing this verse - I will bless you in order that you might be a blessing...God's covenant to Abraham and how that applies to my life - and that God does not invite us to success, or any of the other christian cliches we throw around, but faithfulness
A good friend in KC who seriously needs to move up here - I am excited just how much God is doing within the lives of people around me...but, I want you to be present where you are to be present - even if that's two blocks from gun shots, "shoot" (no pun intended) I'm safer here four blocks from the projects
sexy picture by the way
1) my friend and snackpack bj, who could have dropped off the face of the earth after we graduated, but who has stuck by me through thick and thin.
2) being alive after a wreck that totalled my car on the most dangerous highway in st. louis
3) new horizons, scary though they may be, like going back to school
4) the fact that I actually have relationships with my k-life girls now. GOOD RELATIONSHIPS, where I miss them when I don't get to see them.
5) new friends: from school, church, and beyond
Beej,
I am so excited about our October 28th bike ride!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hi BJ!! Thanks for leaving me a message! I enjoyed reading your blog this afternoon. You're in a placeI've been finding myself in lately as well.
I miss people who encourage one another with scriptures and don't call it being fake, or come across as know-it-all, self-righteous Christians. thanks for sharing your heart....and it's been good to even read the comments left by others.
I imagine you and i will continue to share a life of random run-ins and they will be a blessing every time! :-)
BJ-- Thanks for your comment on my xanga. I'm content being single right now....I just never expected all my friends to be married already! You're right...independence is a wonderful thing. I can just decide to live in another country for a while if I want! Anyway, thanks for your encouragement. It's good to know I'm not alone! :)
love ya bj. you are a sweet friend.
BeeJay, why the hell don't you post something new once in awhile? I'm sitting in my Human Development class on a Monday night, and I don't have anything good to read . . .
And you know you LOVED waking up to the same song and my meditations on life every morning of 2000.
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